Alberta Monolouge
Essay by 24 • May 18, 2011 • 438 Words (2 Pages) • 972 Views
Alberta finds out she pregnant and is wondering about her future: with Troy, the baby, her career.
Alberta Monologue
Alberta isn't feeling very well, and her friend from down south is late. She calls her local doctor ask symptoms of pregnancy and discovered she has all of the symptoms.
Alberta: (She looks into phone down) Damn! (She throws the phone down.)
Why did I let myself get so caught up with this fool? He doesn't even love me. If he loved me how could he cut out very night? And go home to that wife of his? This stupid nigga, he ain't no badass. I should slap myself for falling for him. Damn! What is my old lady gonna say about this? She ain't hep, its gonna hurt her. All she ever wanted in life was for me to be succesfull. What is Troy and his family gonna say about me? (holds stomach) I could make him stay with me, bully him into or I could let it be or I could let him step, get him out of my life. Go to the club, hell I'mma sex pot, I got Troy and theirs many more like him so... forget him, the hell with Troy Maxson. No, I can't foget him. I'm in love this man. I can't live without this man! God please bless me. I don't have any skills.I don't have no job. Now I'm knocked up. How am i suppose to take care a baby if i ain't got no skills! If I ain't got no job! When I'm with him I get this incredible feeling, like. . . how can I explain it? But then, its the same feeling his wife probably gets. I know without a doubt he is the man of my dreams, but he is also the man of his wife's dreams. (She hits herself on the head) Why is it so hard for me to find REAL love? Find someone that loves me and only me? Find someone isn't on the make?!? And I am such an ass for being so Goddamn Easy! (Gets down on her knees) God please bless
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