Fallen Hero

Hey kid.

How are you? I hope you're well.

I wrote a letter, then I split stuff on it, threw it out, and decided to write you a better, new one. Well not write, but type. I get lazy. Sue me.

I'm listening to Switchblade Symphony right now. I like them. My friend Paul got me hooked on them. I had to delete my 500+ songs on my computer because it was drastically slowing my computer down. Its okay though, my songs are on my iPod, which is only 1/4 full. Hah. I love that iPod. Guess how much I paid for it. Nothing! My cousin "bought" it of another girl. I think she stole it. Personally I don't care. I have a iPod. Hah.

I just painted my nails with nailpolish I borrowed from Kevin. Is that wierd? I told him that you're going to buy me sex things that I give you the money for, and he said he loves you. My ex's brother used to buy me the shit I wanted, but yeah, I'm not allowed to talk to that ex anymore [with good reason, thats the one who got me addicted to cocaine]. I'm pissed, my computer shit out on me, its not allowing me online, so once again, the finishing of your layout is delayed. I have effing community service tomorrow, and I have to go job hunting. My parents feel the need to cover me in shit to do. Summer school is draining me enough, but they don't really care. Now I have to do community service, and then I have to get a job! Oh joy!

My head hurts pretty bad, I have a splitering headache, and I havn't slept in days. Still I fight sleeping, why? I don't know. Its doesn't help that my iPod is unbelieveibly loud right now.

Hahaha, theres girls outside for my brother! I'd go piss them off, but I'm in my underwear.

I'm chewing on my lip ring. I need