Love History

Well where do i start? i started going out with this guy named Derek on April 3rd 2001. I din\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'t even like him but he seemed like a nice guy so i thought i would give him a try. well we started going out and hanging out alot. I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'ve always been shy around guys and i was with him at first. Then after a few months i started feeling totally comfortable. We hung out like everyday and did everything together! I totally ditched all of my friends for him and he did the same to his friends to me. Well everything was all going well we never really fought or anything. We were perfect i thought so he thought so and so did everyone else. He was my whole world he went everywhere with me and i loved him so much. We had the cutest things we did together, i know we made people sick because of how cute we were. I never though we would break up ever! Well around our 9 months we kinda started fighting and not getting along to well. we were gonna take a \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"break\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\" but we decieded not to that we were fine. (we took a break about 3 months after we started going out becausei kissed someother guy but we went back out and by the way i apologized so much for that i still feel bad about it) but we started fighting more. So we finally took a break it lasted not even 2 days and we got back together i missed him so much in those 2 days and cried so much than i ever have! but then 2 days after we got back together we broke up again. He did\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'nt want to talk or work anything out at all. and it just seemed like he didn\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'t

care anymore. Well we broke up and i still really missed him we still hung out and stuff but it was nt the same at all! then i was going on vacation to flordia for winter break. i knew he was afraid i would cheat on him there so that was another reason that he wanted to break up. neways we hung out before i went and we kissedd and blah blah then i left all i could do was think about him there. i was there a lil over a week and i only talked to him a few times. He told me that he kissed this gilr which i know and i dont like at all and of course it made me sad i cried forever! But the night i came home i went and seen him he was sleeping so i woke him up and we talked and whatever.