Love

What is heart break? Is it allowing the one you love to walk out, or is it walking out on someone who loves you? Or is it simply being let down by people whom you are attracted to? You name the type of guy, I have dated him, the jock, the ass hole, the brain, the loser, the one with money, the one with nothing, I have dated them all, and yet through it all I am the one with everything, I have so much to give yet I am always the one left alone. I wonder why that is? Is it true that chivalry is truly dead? Could it be that the romances that we see in movies really no longer exist? Could it really be that people only go after easy booty nowadays? If that is the case, then I am screwed. I don’t believe I am destined to be alone, I just think that for right now it is what is best. I know what it is I want, but it seems to be everyone else out there who is confused about what they want. How can such a simple question be such a difficult one? Why do exes come back into your life for a week or two and then leave again? Why do some never leave your mind or your heart? Every guy has had a different impact on my life, made me feel a different version of heart ache, which really sucks because I did not know that many forms were out there. What it comes down to is this…Do they hurt us, or do we hurt ourselves by allowing them to hurt us?