"What I'Ve Learned About Life...A Letter To A Cheating Husband" By Coni

Letter from a wife to her cheating husband

Yes I am continually amazed at your behavior. You tell me you love and

That you want to be with me forever. You say I am your best friend but,

Best friends don't treat each other the way you treat me. You treat me as if I am a number one class fool. You say you want me to trust you but yet

Again...you have lied to me. You told me the other day you weren't talking to

Her...then you had the nerve to look at me funny when I wanted you to be

really specific with me and say you weren't talking to her in any way. I

guess in your way email or should I say SECRET EMAIL is not talking...just

typing. You want to know my passwords but, you don't give me yours or even

let me know you even have a secret email. I know ...then it wouldn't be a

secret now would it. You tell your friends how you got it trouble with the

email but you sure didn't learn anything from it did you? How do you expect

me to trust you. Every day I try and say to myself you deserve another chance

but you keep ABUSING the tiny trust I'm trying to build up in you. I often

wonder how You would feel if I did these things to you. Please tell me why

is it so hard for you to leave Her alone? You cannot even tell me you

aren't intimate. Your behavior speaks for itself. You act as if you are

addicted to having some kind of contact with her. Why is that? It must be

pretty serious to jeopardize your 27 years of marriage. You cannot continue

to keep having contact with her. I know exactly when you are COMMUNICATING

with her. She doesn't call me when she can talk to you unless she wants me

to know that she is talking to you. And, yes she does call, you keep wanting

to know how I know. Well, I guess the last time she called me, she couldn't

stand the fact that I wasn't playing into her hands so she decided to speak.

It's so strange how you will believe someone unstable minded, but you won't

believe the one who hasn't given you any reason to mistrust. So I DO have my

proof that she is the one calling me. You have had this email address for a

while...I've known for some time now, that's why I asked that question when I

did. But one thing is puzzling me. Why did you forward email from one email

to your other email? That was just plain stupid. Why didn't you just read

it there or did I come in the room. I know you'll probably tell me

her sent it. I'm a fool right... I no longer know who you are. You ARE

trying to run me away. Our anniversary is coming up and we have nothing between us except two beautiful children and to me it seems almost a lifetime of misery. It has been one crisis after another, the list goes on and on. But, through it all I have tried to do everything you have asked me and I have tried to be a good wife to you. I have tried not to cause you any anguish, if I have or haven't done something for you that you needed, then I am truly sorry. Please forgive me. I've have been forgiving of you continually. And

according to God I must continue to forgive you. But how does one do

this continually... without hating. I don't know. I have to forgive, but I

don't have to be mistreated. Ann Landers once said you can only be mistreated

unless you let yourself be mistreated. I've had to endure more than my

share of hell. There is no trust and when there is no trust in a

marriage...there is nothing. I've told you that you cannot continue to have contact with someone with bipolar. You are keeping her in a state anticipation. Maybe she has reason

to have anticipations. You see what has happened to your sister. I

wouldn't think you would want to be a part of someone not having good mental

health. But you know all of this and you still don't care. You are foolish to

think continuing communication with her will help keep her sane. One thing

is really clear to me, you do not care about me, you care more for her and

I don't believe you really love me. Here is my admonishment to you... YOU

WILLREAP